Wednesday, June 27, 2018

Hardest Kind of Breakup


Although our feelings were strong,
they still say it's wrong.
We both know we love each other,
but have to get over being together.

Hurts like hell,
but hope we'll both do well.
Just remember me whenever we're afar,
we'll still be looking at the same bright star.

Tuesday, June 26, 2018

We Mature


People say that, "With age comes wisdom,"
but a better saying would be, "With hardship comes even more wisdom."
No one matures without a hefty amount
of psychological scarring.

All the hardships carry a meaning,
whether it's a breakup,
a painful experience
or a lifelong struggle.
The truth is that the things
that almost destroyed you
made you into who you are today.
You need a variety of life lessons
before you can become the wise,
respectable adult you should become.

Monday, June 25, 2018

You Will Never Find Me


"you will never find me." This is referring to the fact that you will never be the same two years from now or maybe even two weeks from now.  Everything is changing and we have to adapt to those things.  One day we will not be able to find who we are now in the person we are evolving into.

Sometimes, even we will run into or come across people who remind us of ourselves - not of ourselves now, but rather someone we all used to be.  We will either smile as we appreciate those qualities, or we will smile and appreciate how we changed those little things about ourselves and to be glad we do not contain those qualities anymore.

The purpose is to realize that we can search through ourselves so much and so intently but will not find our ol seves ever again.  "You will search for me in another person." You will search for your old self in your new self and fail to find that olde version of yourself.

Thursday, May 10, 2018

Feelings...Deleting


The last time I felt alive – I was looking into your eyes.
Breathing your air…. touching your skin…
… Saying goodbye….
The last time I felt alive…. I was dying.

I have poured my heart out ….
And now I am empty.

I had someone once who made every day mean something.
And now…. I am lost….
And nothing means anything anymore.

Finally, the best feeling is losing your attachment
to somebody who isn't good for you.

Wednesday, May 9, 2018

Behind Her Smile


Behind her smile
and beneath her laughter,
she's sad and tires,
she's hurt and alone,
she has lost all control
and she's just really afraid.

Behind her smile
she hides tears.
Behind her giving heart
is a battered soul.
Behind her compassion is pain.
Behind her love is her all.

This Is The Girl


This is the girl
who would have done anything for you.
If she could have had any guy in the world,
she still would have picked you.
She kept expecting,
because she believed in you.
But you gave up on her,
and now she has given up on you too.

Tuesday, May 8, 2018

Train Your Mind


You got to train your mind
to be stronger than your emotions
or else
you'll lose yourself everytime.