Hardest Kind of Breakup

Although our feelings were strong,

they still say it's wrong.

We both know we love each other,

but have to get over being together.

Hurts like hell,

but hope we'll both do well.

Just remember me whenever we're afar,

we'll still be looking at the same bright star.

We Mature

People say that, "With age comes wisdom,"

but a better saying would be, "With hardship comes even more wisdom."

No one matures without a hefty amount

of psychological scarring.

All the hardships carry a meaning,

whether it's a breakup,

a painful experience

or a lifelong struggle.

The truth is that the things

that almost destroyed you

made you into who you are today.

You need a variety of life lessons

before you can become the wise,

respectable adult you should become.

You Will Never Find Me

"you will never find me." This is referring to the fact that you will never be the same two years from now or maybe even two weeks from now.  Everything is changing and we have to adapt to those things.  One day we will not be able to find who we are now in the person we are evolving into.

Sometimes, even we will run into or come across people who remind us of ourselves - not of ourselves now, but rather someone we all used to be.  We will either smile as we appreciate those qualities, or we will smile and appreciate how we changed those little things about ourselves and to be glad we do not contain those qualities anymore.

The purpose is to realize that we can search through ourselves so much and so intently but will not find our ol seves ever again.  "You will search for me in another person." You will search for your old self in your new self and fail to find that olde version of yourself.

Feelings...Deleting

The last time I felt alive – I was looking into your eyes.

Breathing your air…. touching your skin…

… Saying goodbye….

The last time I felt alive…. I was dying.

I have poured my heart out ….

And now I am empty.

I had someone once who made every day mean something.

And now…. I am lost….

And nothing means anything anymore.

Finally, the best feeling is losing your attachment

to somebody who isn't good for you.

Behind Her Smile

Behind her smile

and beneath her laughter,

she's sad and tires,

she's hurt and alone,

she has lost all control

and she's just really afraid.

Behind her smile

she hides tears.

Behind her giving heart

is a battered soul.

Behind her compassion is pain.

Behind her love is her all.

This Is The Girl

This is the girl

who would have done anything for you.

If she could have had any guy in the world,

she still would have picked you.

She kept expecting,

because she believed in you.

But you gave up on her,

and now she has given up on you too.

Train Your Mind

You got to train your mind

to be stronger than your emotions

or else

you'll lose yourself everytime.

Unfinished Business

No matter how hard we try to separate, and if eventually we finally separate, we are just fooling around thinking we had parted, yet our hearts dwells where we cowardly believed we had left.

Happy

This is to the person who always seem to find a way to put a smile on my face,

for that person who would go through the ends of the world just to see that I am happy.

You Smile

Yes I can smile, but it's so easy to fake it. 

Yes I can act like I'm happy, but inside I'm falling apart. 

Yes I can pretend like everything is ok, but in reality I'm broken.

Losing You

I used to think I couldn't go a day without your smile.

Without telling you things and hearing your voice back.

Then, that day arrived and it was so damn hard

but the next was harder.

And I knew with a sinking feeling

it was going to get worse

and I wasn't going to be okay

for a very long time.

Because losing someone isn't an occasion or an event.

It doesn't just happen once.

It happens over and over again.

I lose you every time I pick up your favorite coffee mug;

whenever that one song plays on the radio,

or when I discover you old t-shirt

at the bottom of my laundry pile.

I lose you every time I think of kissing you,

holding you or wanting you.

I got to bed at night and lose you,

when I wish I could tell you about my day.

And in the morning, when I wake up

and the reach the empty space across the sheets,

I begin to lose you all over again.

If I Let You In

If I let you in, please don't break anything.

In A Relationship

You're in a relationship

to be happy,

to smile,

to laugh,

and to make good memories.

Not to be constantly upset,

to feel hurt,

and to cry.

It's Just Too Late

It's just too late...

She doesn't need you anymore and she no longer misses you.

And it's all because you never made her your priority.

You took for granted that she would always be there,

waiting for you to serve her the scraps of your time.

It's funny,

because as she waited for you to realize what you had,

she finally realized she didn't need what you were offering.

It Hit Me

As I was fighting for you,

it hit me...

that I was fighting to be lied to;

fighting to be taken for granted;

fighting to be disappointed;

fighting to be hurt again...

So I started fighting to let go.

No reason

Without communication,

there is no relationship.

Without respect,

there is no love.

Without trust,

there is no reason

to continue.