Feelings...Deleting

The last time I felt alive – I was looking into your eyes.

Breathing your air…. touching your skin…

… Saying goodbye….

The last time I felt alive…. I was dying.

I have poured my heart out ….

And now I am empty.

I had someone once who made every day mean something.

And now…. I am lost….

And nothing means anything anymore.

Finally, the best feeling is losing your attachment

to somebody who isn't good for you.

Behind Her Smile

Behind her smile

and beneath her laughter,

she's sad and tires,

she's hurt and alone,

she has lost all control

and she's just really afraid.

Behind her smile

she hides tears.

Behind her giving heart

is a battered soul.

Behind her compassion is pain.

Behind her love is her all.

This Is The Girl

This is the girl

who would have done anything for you.

If she could have had any guy in the world,

she still would have picked you.

She kept expecting,

because she believed in you.

But you gave up on her,

and now she has given up on you too.

Train Your Mind

You got to train your mind

to be stronger than your emotions

or else

you'll lose yourself everytime.

Unfinished Business

No matter how hard we try to separate, and if eventually we finally separate, we are just fooling around thinking we had parted, yet our hearts dwells where we cowardly believed we had left.

Happy

This is to the person who always seem to find a way to put a smile on my face,

for that person who would go through the ends of the world just to see that I am happy.

You Smile

Yes I can smile, but it's so easy to fake it. 

Yes I can act like I'm happy, but inside I'm falling apart. 

Yes I can pretend like everything is ok, but in reality I'm broken.